heyhey ya'll.

i'm dead bored in my mother's office, waiting to get a haircut.

i just caught she's the man with maz, ade and steven, and it was absolutely hilarious, i highly recomend that you should go watch it. anyway, after watching this show, i realise soccer guys aren't bad at all, and who knew channing tatum was that hot? haha. then, we headed to suntec so that ade could get his mouse and shoes, and ate at carl's jr. it was overall, very ennjoyable. i really had a great time.

anyways, i have gotten over. gotten over it!! i'm fucking happy now. i feel relieved somehow, free again. but i'm fear, cause i'm not sure whether it is actually the end of it all, but please let it be.

as i stood in the train

not thinking at all

just enjoying the ride

time seemed to whize right by

i felt light

yet

once i got of the train

as i climbed those steps

up to the real world again

m legs felt like lead

it was hard to move

i was back to the dreadful real world again

i want to be in my world

where i'm carefree and light

where my life is somehow perfect

eden.

loves,

manda